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It Begins yet again.
Why is it I habor so much emotion for certain members, then they go on and betray me or are betrayed by others close. Perhaps I am too easy to manipulate, perhaps too easy to read; putty in their hands.
I have asked myself many times: Why am I here, I thought I found the answer within Kazzzi all that time ago, someone I trained, poured my affection into, taught him to the best of my abilities. Someone to hold a bond with, but it was not to be, it was all ripped away before I could even stop or help, I shall never forgive those who participated in his alienation.
And then, a year later I met Koro, though he is old and I young, there was something there, something familiar and I savoured it. Then came his downfall, leaving forever to join a gang of pirates, yet I went to see him again, time and time again, he entices me and the company he keeps is not so bad when you look into their souls.
Perhaps we all fight for the same things in the end, our methods just differ ...
Sometimes I catch myself wondering and thinking, what am I? Those who I come close to are torn assunder, their souls lost or destroyed in the void that consumes them, am I an angel of death? Am I death itself? Am I just a devil sent to torment others ... What ?
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Friday, 29 May 2009
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